Wednesday, December 31, 2003

seehong woke mi up today to tell mi a02's still together as a class :)
jamie, i'll realli miss u :( realli
we got bk for maths again
eddie koh's our CT
surprise surprise :P

Tuesday, December 30, 2003

konyakoso lovely seiipai no aiwo sutaeru
lovely friendship~
she reminds mi of myself in the past
i do love her along wif the others
but sumtimes
i find that i have little patience for her compared to how much tolerance i have for the others
that made mi petty
and spiteful
and unforgiving
and hateful
and forget God's words
its a test from God
and im gg to pass it
becos thru God
i can do all things :)

i think someone saw thru how i felt today
she spoke tactfully
careful not to laugh too much
im surprised at how i behaved
so childish
immature
but she dun seemed surprised at all
she looked like she expected such behaviour
does that mean im childish all the time?

im tired
of thinking
im still mad
still having chidish thots in my mind
how contridicting it is to b entertaining anger and childishness while i speak of my love for the Lord
any believer whu read this
pray for mi
thanx :)

thanx see hongy :) and congrats shiqi and ting :D
dunno y i dun feel totalli happi i got up...
mayb i've been hopling all along that the outcome will b the other way round...
but oh well
God chose my way for mi
so
im gg to trust Him

Sunday, December 28, 2003

yesterday, mi went rebonding wif yenting
she brought a mag along and showed mi the tv programmes there r today
so i read and said "oh, today's saturday!"
and during the whole 5 hours of rebonding
i prayed at least once every half an hour
and told myself every 5 minutes that i will show geok my new hairstyle in church on SATURDAY
and
i forgot it WAS ALREADY saturday
and so
i FORGOT TO GO TO CHURCH
cant believe how stupid i am

mi and geline and ting did sumting realli bad
geok, if u r reading tis, mi tell u abt it next time i c u
dun mind if u wanna lecture mi or sth
i deserve it

yenting found her bracelet!~
and, it WAS nice
no wonder she spent two days running around to look for it

-_________-''

Thursday, December 25, 2003

MERRY CHRISTMAS!~~

the christmas party at church was fun~ learned how to share the gospel... hehe... got a card from joseph, cookies from winifred and a towel from xiao ling... meant quite a lot to mi to receive sumthing frm them... im still quite a stranger to most in church... but hey, God's wif mi...

xinyi and geok stayed over and we missed the countdown... its kinda weird having xinyi over when i hardly noe her... but its this experience that made mi realise how much pem means to mi... hee... thank God.

its a great pain not having pem wif mi for christmas

customised a family tee for my loved ones.. wahaha... cost my huge bucks :( but nvm... its worth to c them happi :)

"xin li you hao duo de meng xiang
wei lai jiu yao kai shi shan shan fa liang"
pemers i miss u
alot alot :(

pls let geline and sam b free for dinner later
PLEASE.

Tuesday, December 23, 2003

see hongy and shiqi~ i wanna let u guys noe that i love u guys to BITS... wahaha... i may seem like i onli care abt pem, onli blog abt them, hang out more often with them but the two of u are realli the bestest jokers anione can meet and im truly glad God made us meet :) no pemer will ever like bk if they meet him, let alone make tons of jokes out of him, and give him a jokebook on teachers day, and associate him wif blueberry jam and the macdonald's statue in yew tee and the vacuum cleaner and so on... haha... i realli had fun in J1... thanx for all the laughter u gave mi ; ) hee... we most prob wun b in the same class next yr, b it i retain or not, but dun worri... pj siao lang keng will not dissolve... wahaha... we'll still haunt bk till the very last day he roam the earth... wahaha...

see hong, after that chatting session yest, hee... mi glad to noe u missed those days too... i missed them too... and shiqi does too im quite sure... sigh... but i guess its time to move on... trust God, rite sh? :)

sigh... life's a bore with yt away, geline geok and sam busy... yawn...

Monday, December 22, 2003

im back!~
was kinda glad at first
but then i found out
ting's gg tml, cuming back after christmas
geline's celerbrating christmas wif 4E1
sam? js, of cos... no need to ask aso noe le...
so that leaves mi and geok for christmas... not that geok's not fun to b wif lah... but pem've always celerbrated christmas together...
sth's very wrong this yr...
birthday celebrations were brief and now, not together to celebrate christmas...
argh

4C's class bbq on sat! i was so looking forward to it!
but then i realised
i have church on sat
haiz

ting ah, dun go lah...
geline, cancel the party
sam, i miss u!
argh
sian

Tuesday, December 16, 2003

zc ah, u owe mi big... wahaha... mi sat in front of my vcr for like half an hour trying to figure out how to record ur stupid drama lor! i wan the m&m machine~! hee...

geline, sorri i din join u pple today k? hehe... i realli do wanna do sum catching up wif u but im realli tired :P hee... forgive mi?

the fact that i blogged 3 times today shows that im super duper bored

geok came over on sunday and helped mi wif my maths, then i got so frustruated wif the studying and the stress i kinda raised my voice at my mom, so she had this look on her face that told mi i juz did sth wrong, then i kinda expected a small lecture on respect and stuff but instead, she said a bunch of things that made mi so thankful God made her my fren

but geok, i still have so much more to learn

a christian's job is to let pple noe that God exists
the converting is God's job, not ours
so, i cant force sumone to accept Christ
hope i remember this on the Christmas eve sermon
pray that i can get my doubts cleared up by that time so i wun become a fake prophet

oh ya btw, to zc and jas and toh and cheng and ting and xy, i had fun on friday :) its was kinda cosy, as zc said :D haha...

mi told daddy i screwed up my maths paper and he nv even raise his voice at mi
sounded more worried than angry
which means
he cares more abt mi than sum stupid advancement exam?
ah watever
i love daddy
and mummy too
wahaha... i got a great family
thanks to?
hee.. God

i wrote so much and im still bored
argh
mayb studying isnt so bad after all

jia hui! geline! mi got speed cd le! wah hoo!!! but sian lah, cant play it on pc so cannot put into md :( but whu cares, speed rox~!

universal love!!~

exams over le!! wahaha... mi free!! jas! infernal affairs! and toh, cum teach mi pool again! wahaha...

sian lah, sth's wrong wif my md...

jia hui!! speed's cd out le!!!!

hee, thank God~ :)

Thursday, December 11, 2003

happi bday zc~ wonder y mi being so nice izzit? hee... its cos i think i cant make it on fri :P i noe im being so ungrateful cos u came out for my bday and even if u hadnt, i shld come out for urs but... mi realli cant fin my revision le lah! and u all most prob will b eating in town so it will take so much travelling time! hee... bunny ah... sorri? i think ting aso not gg le... we r struggling wif the stupid revision... pls dun b mad or unhappi, PLS! k? :) hehe... haiz... sori :(

sori!

Wednesday, December 10, 2003

yes, i miss u too see hong... and shiqi... wahaha... she asked mi to send that msg to bk... wahaha... wished i had... i was sitting in mac alone waiting for yenting when i heard this song on my md... wahaha... reminded mi of u guys... and val... and AMY!! haha... so i decided to send that msg :) hee...
oh ya, shiqi said she dreamt of mi chasing her for the money to pay her library fines! wahaha... hilarious... oh and i read ur blog see hongy... getting stressed up huh? dun worry so much girly! stay happi :) God's always there :P and so am i and shiqi :)

happi bday eve zc!! hee, one yr older le leh bunny... FINALLI... wahaha... u'r always the last eh? heh heh... 2cians i realli wanna c u pple again but i think i cant make it on fri... sighs, exams cuming up... sorri bunny :( oh ya, if eugene'll b there that day, tell him to go c doctor leh... his cough can kill him if he dun :P and cs, muz tell mi if u get thru the auditions for the singing thingy :P the prize is MINE wahaha... and xz, if u have time to c this, have a nice trip! and dun miss mi too much k? wahaha... oh gdness, i miss kranji... haha... even bibiana clark and mr lau and kalyani! wahaha... thats how much i miss u pple... hope we can crash folkdance nite next year :P

april, anata wo zutto
april, wasurewashinai :)

Monday, December 08, 2003

oh gdness, "renee" replied ^__^ v so NOW WAT pemers dearies?!?!

renee's becoming my next idol... and speaking of idols, SPEED'S BACK!!!

the great diet plan failed! wahaha... they gave up and went for macdonald's for supper on the FIRST day!

ting watched star runner TRICE... first time wif mi, second wif her fren, third time alone... this girl is CRAZY :) but hey, vaness IS great after all... wahaha

im gg to b early tml. i will b early tml. i muz b early tml. :) ting ah, juz u wait... :)

Thursday, December 04, 2003

pemers, im gg to send IT to umm, renee + energy + stella + jolin via email le... lets juz c wat happens :) heh heh

mummy cuming back today :)

Tuesday, December 02, 2003

i gave up on that diet plan... its horrible to eat hamster food everyday... all the best to geline and ting... wahaha... muz c how long u all can take b4 u quit eating green food for good...

mummy i miss u! so im gg to crash their church camp tml :)

juz got my allowance ; ) YES. k box and movies and junk food feasts here i cum :)

star runner! VANESS IS SO SHUAI. wonderful movie... abt dreams and all... love it love it love it... lots of pple say asian movies suck... thats loads of CRAP... superficial fools... juz becos u dun noe how to appreciate sumthing doesnt mean its dumb u noe...

sam, thnx for that msg :) i love u loads girly...

i got myself dragged into the diet plan... geline's planning my diet...
breakfast for tml: 2 nice big juicy apples
lunch for tml: a huge amnt of wonderful watermelon
dinner for tml: mango + apples (again)
yay. how nice. i will have the cleanest stomach in singapore tml. UGH :)

pem's getting our very own pullover!! 5 as 1 :)

im broke

gdnite

Monday, December 01, 2003

today's memorable... the 1st time i came out of k box without a sore throat :D wahahah... AMAZING. 1st time i went singing wif the church pple :)

getting to noe my church mates... its hard to fit in when everyone had their own cliques and have known each other for their whole life... but God's there to help so thank Him :)

studying's a chore :s

christmas is cuming :D simply love the pre-christmas atmosphere where everywhere is decorated wif lights and stuff... pretty... and always leaves a kinda cosy warm feeling in u :) hee...

mom's leaving for church camp tml so im the house maid frm tml on :s... UGH. pray for mi

ting and geline are gg on a 10 day diet... wahaha... all the best guys... wahahah... hope it can last for more than 2 days b4 u quit like last time and last last time and so on... wahahaha....

eugene lost a THOUSAND in a soccer bet. my dear boy, u have to learn to grow up... PLS... its for ur own good... p.s geok, if u c eugene, scream at him for mi... together wif ur share of screaming... i dun mind if u strangle him too... argh...

saw toh today... haha... did sum super silly cum funny stuff in front of him together wif ting and geline... he tried to ignore us but its kinda hard to avoid staring at us when we r rite in front of him... wahahhaa...

mak wrote a totalli unbelievable testimonial for mi on friendster... its either he's too nice, or he dun noe mi well enough...

sam, its weird how cum we c u almost everyday when u were taking ur 'o's but we totalli dun c u at all when the exams r over... haha... give us a call sumtimes lah! js wun mind! i hope... wahaha...

*yawn*